There are these rocks that are sitting in my kitchen sink...staring at me. They were sitting at the bottom of a beautiful vase of flowers wrapped in orange and pink ribbon. Drain...
Those years ruined me for good. My heart can't change as much as I want it to...as much as a I need it to.
Mom wrote in a card and sent in my lunch senior year. It was during a low time for me...It said, "I'm sorry you're hurting--sometimes love does that."
Presently, I'm mad at love. I don't want to love. Stoicism would make things so much easier for me. Buh.
Ache.
My body needs to dance. My feelings need to move. I have no where to let loose.
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I am taking you salsa dancing. Seriously.
Sorry, Sweetheart. We love you. Dad
Anna, you are so not going out with JEss without me. I am the salsa queen people.
Jess- You can't change the past but you can determine why the past made you better. Sometimes we have to love to know what we have, had or could have. Look what I ended up with!:) If I had given in to all those other loves I had, wow would I be missing out. You will know. I did.
Just remember I made it through BYU with out getting married! Heavenly Father had a plan for me and he does for you. It is just very hard to know what that is. Just stay strong in your faith.
Mandi
I love you beautiful
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