So, life continues to throw me curve balls. I think I'm learning to catch the pitch. Finally, I've made a decision I feel so complete and content with. I feel like an eight month burden has been whisked away by a choice.
It feels so good to know that I don't know. Is that weird? I don't think so...because its completely refreshing understanding that I really can be content with being completely clueless. I know what my soul wants- not just my mind.
The Lord really times things perfectly. Leaders are truly inspired to share messages.
My stake president spoke last Sunday in our sacrament meeting. He said that some people surround themselves with others because they are afraid of being alone with themselves-afraid of thoughts churning. Could I raise and arm as GUILTY?! Sheesh. Finally, I found time to think. Clear of music, background TV noise, beautiful roomates, and handsome boys chasing me. Cars are amazing inventions...
I don't feel like I had any sort of revelation. I think it was more of a realization of subconsciousness. I found time to listen to myself and I found I'm less complicated than I thought. I no longer feel stretched in two directions. I'm content wandering blindly between chapters of my book.
Find time to sort thoughts and newness comes to your eyes- the sun seems brighter.
P.S.
Here are a few of my Halloween adventures..
4 comments:
8) lovez
Can you write your next post on how to do that with four kids? I know you don't have experience yet but you are so wise and so wonderful.....I thought maybe you could give me some pointers. Ha! I love you dear. So glad you have found some peace.
you are the bomb, so wise for being so young, well...younger.
I love you, Little Bit. Dad
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