Sunday, January 18, 2009

Renewed.

With the start of the new year, I never imagined I would change so much. Maybe that's why Mom loves butterflies so much. I know she loves us so much. She wants us to grow and change into the butterfly creatures she knows we can be.



I ended last semester with all A- and one B+ in American Heritage. I was satisfied.

Spending time with the family over my break was so ridiculously great! We have the funnest family. I really wish we had more opportunities to be together. When I was little I never really felt connected to the rest of the family. The older I get, the more I want to be like my big sisters. They have such a positive, happy outlook on everything. They have become beautiful mothers who teach their kids in astonishing ways. They have inspired me to follow my instincts and the spirit. My parents have become my closest friends. They love and support me when I don't deserve it. They show more every day how to follow the Lord's will. They continue to uplift me at times when I myself feel low. My big brothers truly show me love and respect which I expect from my future husband someday. They give me the biggest hugs and encouragement (especially when it comes to dancing). I feel so blessed to have to opportunity to be with all of you for the eternities. I love the gospel and the knowledge we have of families. Doing Grandma's temple work completely solidified that blessing in my testimony.

This semester so far has been a "fountain of living water." I am constantly surrounded by goodness. Every one of my classes, not just Doctrine and Covenants and Book of Mormon, have intertwined gospel teachings in with worldly knowledge. I realize more and more that this is why I came to BYU. The Lord knew I needed to have relentless reminders. BYU is making my potential even more possible than I ever imagined it would be. I still have heights to reach in my growth, but it has begun. Inch by inch I will accomplish, I will succeed, I will love.

"Live to see such miracles as forgiveness." -Elder Holland, BYU campus devotional


"I will not leave you comfortless. I will come to you." -John 14:18

3 comments:

The Gallands said...

I love you so much! I love to read about your journey~ You are becoming the most beautiful woman!!

Unknown said...

We feel the same way about you. We also felt disconnected to you younger guys. I guess, the grass is always greener. Your testimony is so powerful. Thanks for sharing your light!

Jeff and Janet Kirk said...

Could I just say there is not much sweeter in this life for a parent than a happy, loving, grateful, humble child? You made my day (and my eyes water over!).
Thank you for you!

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