Brennen left last Tuesday. It is so crazy that he has already been gone a week. I am so proud of him and how much he has grown already. He is even singing in the MTC choir!? Since when does he want to sing?! His excitement helps me. I miss him but knowing how happy is serving makes me forget that a little more. He has finally figured out how to be completely immersed. Both of his feet are on the same path. I've been having all these weird/scary dreams about him too..


I've been searching and searching for a job. It feels like it is impossible! I have applied at so many places and have had no luck whatsoever. I want to work so I can keep myself busy...keep my mind busy.

Rachel and I have been working out every night this week. I signed up for a gym membership and I think it might break my bank account's back, but I love it. Endorphins really do make you happier! It is a totally worth how it makes me poor. A little boost of happiness is something I need every day.

I have found how wonderful prayer is. Not talking to Brennen about everything has been a hard adjustment. I feel like I need so much help. The Lord is always there to listen. Doctrine and Covenants 25 has become a bit of a theme for me. I want to become an elect lady. I want to praise the Lord with music. I want to support Brennen in every way that I can. I want to forget the trifle things of the world. I love church history.

Here are some pictures from Rachel and I's California trip at Mad Greek Cafe and the BIG rainbow we saw!